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[07 Feb 2006|10:47pm] |
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i figured i should update this....
well lets see....
i broke up with my gf on our 6 month anniversary (which was xmas eve). she is now my ex-gf.
im going back to college. im taking painting. which is very exciting. i have a lot of ideas i want to try out. i haven't done anything creative in a while.
i painted one painting i liked then i gave it to a girl.
ive made friends but ive also made enemies (no really).
i watch too much tv.
i go out maybe once a week.
joshua tree is an amazing place. one great about the desert is you can drive out to these beautiful places, where there is no one around and there is no sound. its the most odd wonderful sensation. thereis no sound except for your own breath your own footsteps. its humbling, its like nothing ive ever experienced before.
i chipped my tooth singing along to a misfits tribute band.
im starting a band, or im in a band that just started. were called Las Pirujas which is spanish slang for whores or prostitutes. were bilingual and still trying to find our sound.
im still a shift supervisor at coffee bean. i interviewd for assistat manager. still waiting for a response.
i am extremely excited about coachella this year. everyone is invited to stay at my apartment (about 15 min away from the festival). i have 2 goals: to listen to every band thats supposed to play, and make a coachella 06 mix boxset (im putting the 3rd mix together right now, the theme right now is panda).
i saw this band the other night that was a rock/punk instrumental (amazing band) and they had that raymond pettibon drawing on their amp that i have on my livejournal. that was cool. it reminded me of this...
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| next year this time i plan to be travelling across america... |
[08 Aug 2005|10:41pm] |
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zane's wedding was fun. i was the best man, the sun was in my eyes the whole time. (i also did the number 1 toast).
street scene was fun.
i almost died seeing white stripes. but it was worth it.
flaming lips made me want to hug people. they were that good.
the pixies! finally!!
black eyed peas still suck. hot hot heat are still pretty mediocre. the locust are still pretty awesomely weird. kasabian isnt pronounced casbian and are not canadian, of course that didnt make a difference to my profound enjoyment (i yelled at people basically). death cab played a movie script ending, and thats about it.
ozzfest is coming up!
IRON MAIDEN! Black Sabbath! as i lay dying, killswitch engage, in flames, and more.
should be fun. i go into my own personal metal boot camp tomorrow morning @ 2:30 am.
I should be sleeping now, but i cant, i slept from 4 am to 3 pm last night. and even longer the night before. im sure i can spare a night without sleep.
Vegas in september. Register for classes. Driving license. 3 months til my lease is up.
After ozzfest, work gets really serious. With important visits, palm springs opening, i probably have one month left to prepare til the job gets really serious.
i welcome the challenges that lie ahead.
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| i got the world on a string.... |
[09 Jul 2005|01:56am] |
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went out tonight... on a date.
i bought flowers.
we went to cheesecake factory.
it was delicious.
we saw mr and mrs smith.
it was good not great.
honestly i looked pretty good. i did my hair, had my diesel jeans, my red silk tie tucked into my black shirt.
i spent a good deal of money, over 100 easy.
being in a relationship has made me face some had cold truths about myself that i dont really mind too much. its weird. hard to explain. i could sit down and talk about to a friend about it but not on my journal.
you know what i dont care how this sounds. But I am a catch. I am a nice guy. Honest, sweet, i mean i buy flowers, i say nice things, sometimes i can be funny. and i think i find more and more girls interested in me. sometimes i think my girlfriend is pretty lucky.
Where did my low self image go?
Arent I supposed to be depressed all the time?
I am still moody. I still get angry a lot. I take things too seriously. Work is a whole other story. I have everything else thats wrong with me except two things: im not depressed much and i dont have low self esteem.
for some reason i dont really worry about this relationship like at all. i dont have that much anxiety about it. and usually i always do about these things.
i think i know the reason why this is and once again . . . its hard to explain.
my girlfriend likes frank sinatra shes always singing that song. it goes: "i got the world on a string, sitting on a rainbow, looks like . . . "
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| sometimes i feel slightly content...but most of the time i feel tired. |
[04 Jul 2005|12:54pm] |
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so....things are good.
-paid most of my sprint bill
-paid electricity (of couse only after it got turned off)
-next week is my first week with only 40 hours.
-im in a relationship. i have a girlfriend. which sounds so odd. its been a whole 10 days or something.
-im probably going to get a cat.
-my aparmtent is slowly becoming less empty. i got a nice table today. someone is giving me a couch. someone else is giving me a vaccum.
-on the 22nd i will be going to orange county for four days. not sure how im gonna get there and how im gonna get back, what im gonna do, how im gonna get around, and where im gonna stay but ill figure it out.
-going to street scene in san diego (the killers, the pixies, the flaming lips!). prob going to get a hotel room and have lots of fun.
-i actually got 8 hours of sleep last night which was nice.
-i have kind of a goatee thing going on, its kind of weird.
-its the 4th of july so . . . yeah america.
so generally i havent been too lonely or too depressed. ive made friends pretty much. occasionally i go out, money is kind of tight but im surviving.
sometimes i hate my job, sometimes i hate my life. sometimes im happy about being in a relationship. other times i feel so unsure.
sometimes i feel slightly content...but most of the time i feel tired.
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| everything will be fine in a couple days... just breath. |
[22 Jun 2005|11:43pm] |
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-my cell phone got turned off. I owe them a lot of money.
-i owe someone $300.
-my electricity will be turned off soon.
-i'm 200 past my limit on my credit card.
-my bank account was probably closed. i owe them $150.
-I dont have money for laundry or food or even bus money.
-I found a coakroach in my bathroom.
-My garbage disposal has been broken for two weeks and they still havent come to fix it. so that makes my kitchen stink.
-My paycheck from almost two weeks ago was sent to my last store and i had someone mail it to me, it never showed up.
-the person who does tips still doesnt have them done. if i dont get them tommorow, i'll be completely out of money.
-the past three weeks ive worked about 50+ hours each week.
-Its over 100 degrees.
-I stopped shaving. Im thinking about growing a beard.
-I stopped smoking. I havent been drinking at all.
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